If I need to pick one word to describe my lastest creative emotion it would be:

Itchy.

I want to find inpsiration in everything. Create something out of nothing. Put powder on my face and call it art. I want to get my hands dirty and laugh while it happens. I want beauty to stare down my lense and lust motivating my next shoot.

I want to shoot something sexy. I want to shoot something fun and colorful. dark and dirty. Stale and cold. Beautiful.

I need a muse and a canvas.


Afetr all this, my lack of camera, lights and subjects stares me in the face and taunts me. I am left with myself and a rainy day. It's all out there, I am just so overwhelmed at the moment I need to take a breath and organize my thoughts. I'm excited. I'm eager.

"The easiest way to lose something is to want it too badly.”